Nothing to Fear

It’s really amazing how much fear of even trying can wreck you.

Fear. Scary. Very scary.

I had been feeling slightly overwhelmed at my job, feeling like I was responsible for tasks that had never been explained to me with honestly no one present who could explain things to me. Add in a project I had received weeks ago that I barely started and I feared I was doing this whole “professional adult” thing wrong. I feared that I was falling behind and not upholding myself to the standards that were expected of me by my boss and co-workers. I feared even bringing up my struggles to those in my office and felt that I was very close to crashing and burning after only 3 months.

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